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Looking Forward, Looking Back

I think it’s pretty typical to use the end of a year to look back and reflect on what happened, what didn’t happen, accomplishments, failures, and what-if’s. 2024 has been a rollercoaster, an evolution, and a year of discovery - and 2025 is going to be even worse! (Or better? Maybe both. Probably both.)

Project Updates

Dollhouse - I fixed some fallen shelves, hung some interior art, worked on the exterior (finished windows, flower window boxes) but otherwise haven’t really touched it. I ought to take some really good progress photos/videos for a post.

Beetle Impasto Painting - I did finish that beetle painting!

Sea Holly Impasto Painting - Untouched

Tattoo design for a friend - Finished!

Furbinator - Untouched

the writing project - Progress has been made.

the shrimp - Untouched

the window book - Untouched

Temperature Quilt - Untouched

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The robe is sewn, lined, and trimmed. So trimmed: custome embellished piping and beading on the sleeves, foil stamped trim on the hem which is now being embroidered. The shirt is sewn, ruched sleeves and all with some fuck-ass button holes which are fortunately covered up by black glass buttons. I’m thinking about embroidering snakes along the cuffs but haven’t quite worked out the technique between the ruching and the fact that they’re already sewn. The belt is essentially finished aside from adding grommets to the back which I’m waiting on for fit (there’s been a weightloss journey this year which has plateau’d recently but I still have four months until March) - but also I’m still thinking about making a leather version - not that I’ve ever done any leather tooling before.

Which leaves the collar. The leather I initially ordered was thicker than I want for the “feathers”, I ordered more different hopefully thinner leather; and I have yet to decide on the shape/I have to commit to cutting leather and I’m procrastinating as much as possible so I and think through it longer.


2025

Bingo Card - I made one. And I probably already have to change is because the day I finished inking it - because I decided to illustrate it this year - the husband revealed to me the Flat Earth WAS ALREADY going to Antarctica, because some guy offered to pay for them to go to “prove” the earth is flat. Except they’ve almost all backed out because they’re all actually grifters preying on humanity; and now the bar has shifted and I’m sure it will be Firmament or Bust.

2025 Reading List

My reading list, documented here, because accountability. One of the podcasts I have loved in the past was the British History Podcast. I don’t know enough about British History to listen with a critical ear, but it seems balanced? And also left me searching for something similiar with American History - which this recent election and a pointed question from my mother earlier this year left me wanting to explore further and really deep dive into. The History of the American's podcast was a surface level answer to this - but ultimately I found the personality/attitude of the host Jack Henneman to be overly obnoxious and weirdly dismissive of a lot of points that were important to me, and I found myself cranky every time I listened and had to stop.

In short, I’ve put together my own reading list/curriculum to enable me to participate in conversations with facts behind ideas, and because facts sit in my brain more permanently when I take note and write about them after - that will be happening here. Ideally I’d like to finish a book a week, but with everything else in my life… well we’ll see how that goes.

Silversmithing

By hook or by crook, I’m starting my silversmithing learning journey in 2025. I have a plan. I have a bunch of books. I have the emotional support of the husband, although he’s going to be very busy working on his thesis.

August

It’s August, and the summer has been so unseasonably cool that in a way it feels as if summer never really started - and here we are tumbling in Autumn. The Fall Semester of JCCC is starting soon and I’m not enrolled in any classes due to a Winter trip to Canada which takes place right in the middle of finals - and truthfully I could use some more time off, as much as I’ll have any time off while working a full time job that has overtime and a busy season from October through November.

I’ve made less art than I would have liked over the last month, but very industrious when it comes to embroidery, my dollhouse and research for a writing project that’s been percolating in my brain for well over two years. There was a visit to the new aquarium in KC (good, but not as good as Baltimore, except for the otters), and a trip to the Kitsap peninsula to scout areas to live when we move in a year or so.

With that planned move there is a list of a hundred things I need to do to make a house ready to sell, assuming the housing market hasn’t completely crashed by the time we’re ready - which is another great reason to not be enrolled in classes this fall: clean the house, empty the house, fix the house. I did just have the back deck rebuilt, and the front porch screened it which mostly helps with the rampant mosquitos… mostly.

I used to be better at conclusions, but the air is trying to kill me and my head hurts too much to care too much.

National Something Day

comic showing a person telling the author that it's National "Draw a Crappy Comic" Day, and the author declining to draw anything until the next day while they hunch over a computer

In other news, there’s not really any news.

I’m organizing thoughts in a constructive way around the importance of choice when hiring for specific jobs, all inspired by the plethora of True Crime content I consume entirely too much of.

I’ve decided I’m not really a big fan of my own art style - and to remedy this I’m doing daily studies of art I do like (the Pre-Raphealites, Arthur Rackham and Harry Clarke), as well as practicing drawing men’s faces (currently Donald Sutherland) until I’m happier with it.

And I just celebrated my birthday, quietly with my husband.